Sometimes...

There are times when I think that the only reason I read other people blogs is because I see their happy lives and wish I could place myself in them. Maybe if I had a happy blog about how in love I am and how great my life is, than my love-life would not be in critical condition and my life would be better. This however is quite ridiculous.

I am sad today. This is my truth. I am scared to go home where everything will turn back. I prefer the facade, it is easier. While the truth is hard, it is indeed what is true. I must accept it and decided what to do about it. Pretending the problem isn't as big as it is will not help.

I am sad today, hopefully tomorrow I will feel just a bit better.