Blah... is generally my mood right now. It's a little hard to look at the big picture of my life when I am so intently staring at this terrible little bit.I imagine that with time things will get easier... at least that is what everyone tells me.
Right now I am just trying to keep myself crazy busy. Crafting, homework, spending time with friends, heading to Seattle this weekend, everything I can do to keep myself from being home to much. The nights are hard.
Last night I was so very proud of myself. I made a laptop sleeve, myself (kinda) and it turned out cute and functional. I also dyed my hair, which I have been wanting to do for weeks now.
I went and saw The Lovely Bones this week, sadly it was disappointing. I guess I thought it was going to be more, and that it left the parts that I found the most interesting from the book out of the movie. Peter Jackson seems to have missed it a little bit with this one, but I suppose I can forgive him since he gave me Lord of the Rings. Hahaha.
I have some plans to make a piece of word art. I have seen these floating around the internet and I think they are so inspiring. I want to put a quote from the song I have on repeat pretty much all of the time. Something to remind me in the morning that everything will be okay, and that life won't always be this hard.
One a different note, I would like to say that I possibly have the best friend in the world. Ashley has been there for me from the first day all of this bad business started. She has reassured me and held me up in times where I felt like there was no place to go but down. She has kept me company when I didn't know how to be alone. She made me a part of her family and showed me that love is not something you have to beg for. I don't know how I would have made it through any of this without her support.
Kind of a random and jumbled post but that is basically how I think right now, random and jumbled.
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